Jim Bedwell
Tommy,
I've apologized to you for yesterday; if you've ever apologized to me, I don't remember it. Maybe you did once or twice, can't remember......
But I've admitted I'm socially challenged. And I just have SO FEW interests PLUS SO LITTLE KNOWLEDGE ABOUT SO MANY THINGS, especially those that everybody else is always so excited about. My memory's going, and I really need to do something about these anti-psychotic meds. I would never lie to you about any of this, of course, but I really think they're not working very well. And from what you're saying, since everybody on earth agrees it's almost impossible that I have any truth that would be causing you all those mental problems, and it's just my tone, words, monolithic thinking & obsessions with just politics, etc. I guess it's good for you I didn't want to meet with you last year. I mean I'm so NARROW, socially unskilled, so RIGID spiritually. etc. I think all the diverse people you talked to can agree with both of us now that I am ONE BORING FELLOW, probably not worth wasting any more time over. I've been trying to hide that for literally decades now. Better it comes out now, I guess, rather than later........I once went back to Austin College in 1972, and I saw a girl there our age. When she saw me, her immediate reaction to me, obviously spontaneous & unedited was "Oh, yeah. I had forgotten that you were even alive". I know you're just trying to help me....Lord knows I need it...but frankly I just don't have anything else to talk about...you saw the list of courses I wish I'd never taken....no creativity really, any glint of human philosophy worthy of discussion totally missing in action (you can ask Cowlishaw or Bill Moore about that), no interest in crocheting, global warming, critical race theory, and I do loathe universally beloved Phil Collins like everybody else does Albania. Actually.you are quite fortunate not to have to walk in MY BLEAK wilderness or even just be around me. I hope I can learn some new techniques or ANYTHING to become a more interesting person; obviously I've become a real sleep inducer for poor Lance now. I think he should start calling me "Ambien" or "Ambien Jim" for my seemingly now chronic deleterious effect on him. But when you ended that one sentence with "in a totalitarian absolute way in which there is either never a way for some or no way for others to show more than what they already reach with only their superhuman limits to stop them", I must admit, you lost me completely with what you were trying to say. I know, I'm not a member of MENSA like you; I didn't make any 800 on GRE math.
In conclusion, what I think is, despite your lengthy attempt to get me to listen to reason, what it comes down to is typical of the left: you don't like what I say, you want me to shut up (I never will), and this is just 1 of the techniques used since discussion of issues is verboten because the right has the truth, empiricism, insight, history & morality on its side.
Anyway have a great week.............
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